This past week, I had a couple days where I was starting to wonder…
Wonder about where I belong (yet again) with the whole church planting thing and with life in general. It seems sometimes I want so much, or I want it ALL (to go out with friends, to take part in EVERY aspect of Cinema Church, to work, to go to the gym, to be a mom, to be a wife, and on and on and on)…but honestly, I need to sift through all the “STUFF” I do, and really think about what is most important?
I broke down and talked with Michael about it for awhile one day this past week, and he really helped me put it into perspective. I am so thankful I have him. Then, God went and gave me another reminder HERE!
I’m not wondering where I belong anymore, and I’m not gonna be able to say YES to everything, because frankly this is what’s important to me:
When I think about it, at the end of the day…does it really matter if I met this person for lunch, or went here to support this thing or that thing, especially if the cost is that I lose my husband or kids in the end? No it’s not worth it at all. My first place to make a difference in this world, is right in my very own home! I love when God uses other people to show me something life changing…it makes me thankful for the obedience of others!